Again?!?!

Gosh, I know this is a tedious subject, but clearly it's on my mind. Why does he make me so Daisy Duck when he's around? I just act like a cartoon version of a female. It's so bad! He's on my mind all the time, and I can't help it. Right now, I should be doing work. LOTS of work, but I can't help wondering what he's doing right now... Sigh. I'm a dithering idiot with a shut-down eHarmony account. All other distractions aside, I just don't have time to deal with these guys. One guy turned me down because I'm "too successful educationally" for him; another guy (who is 27, mind you) turned me down for being too old (30 is OLD?!?!). It just takes too much effort. I guess there's time for dating when I graduate. My mom will get her wish, though. I'm not likely to have any real partner-prospects by the time I graduate, and I told her if I didn't have any, I'd have a kid on my own, so she'd get her precious grandchildren (not that I don't want kids, myself). Anyhoo, I guess I'll end up a single parent after all. Meh. I can do it.