So, I don't know why I do these things to myself. Once in a while, I search Derek's girlfriend's myspace page, just to see what her status is. Because, in the past, she's had a status that indicated that she was pregnant, so I sort of wonder what's up with that. Well, now she's changed her profile picture to a painting Derek painted with materials I gave him for his birthday the last birthday we were together. I had hoped he'd paint something for ME with them, but sadly, that wasn't in the cards. Additionally, my most recent interest has decided to finally post on his facebook page that he's "in a relationship." Information more useful to me back in FEBRUARY. And to top things off, I have tickets to see the Lion King here in Columbus with the Broadway touring group that's traveling the country, and I have no date, and no prospect for a date. I think I'm just feeling sorry for myself tonight. I had a great work out yesterday, and I've been doing really well with the information that the nutritionist gave me, so I should be positive. But, its hard - I'm not the most patient person, and now that I've decided that I want a date, I want it NOW. I'm waiting! :P Just kidding, sort of. I want it to be right, but it would be nice to just have some fun at this point too.